But I decided to write a post today because tomorrow is my last subject for CT1 -yay-
I swear I'm so so so tired ugh, I was literally knocked out the moment I reach home.
And I hate that I'm still so tired even though I sleep at almost 10.30p.m everyday ! Doesn't that considered to be early ? I just need more sleep and more sleep, it's never enough -ugh-
But my hardwork has paid off cuz I'm convinced that I did rather well for CT :3 No regrets yo, I will work even harder next time !
-moving on-
I really hope that you could see that I'm not happy at all. Nothing makes me truly happy anymore, it seems like I lost the whole world and there's nothing for me to look forward to anymore.
I hope that you would see the frown in my smile.
But I don't want you to see it, I couldn't let anyone see it.
I'm really really happy that you found yourself a bunch of true friends.
They could make you laugh, make you happy, they could do all the things that I couldn't do.
Nothing matters anymore, my feelings, my worries, and every other things.
You have your sun now, I'll just be one of the clouds.
I will eventually move on, I don't know how long will it takes, but I will keep trying until I succeed.
Goodnight, goodbye.
