Thursday 12 September 2013
consumed by the night
Hi guys, instead of doing updates, I shall continue to rant ! Oops, but I believe that you guys are the best readers and the only ones I could rant to. And I know haters are lurking out there reading this post ( Laugh and insult all you want ) but anyway, who cares. I felt so awful nowadays, I don't know how to describe this feeling but something just doesn't feel right. It's like my organs whirled together, just not in where they should belong. And this constant sour feeling in my chest. What do people call this ? Ah yes, heartache. Why ? I don't know man. I have to keep this post short because there are a lot of things I can't type out/ say out. But this feeling just irritates me so much till I can't stand it anymore. I wake up and go to sleep with this feeling all day long, I felt it in whatever I am doing, be it listening to music, doing nothing, eating, etc. I'm screaming inside every single night, hate this hate this hate all these so much. Why do I have to be so dumb, so stubborn to not let go ? But it's just so hard to let go. I like you but it hurts too much.
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You see boy, sometimes, we all do have this feeling inside us. And it's part and parcel of life. Letting go of something /someone is never easy. Some people let go easily, some people hold on and never want to let go. But no matter what, no one is there to pity or console us. We have to be strong and prove to people who look down on us that we are not weak. It's easy to said then to be done. But we'll never know unless we try... This is all i can say to you. Stay strong boy! :)
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